Rapture

Likely not, but why not hit the bucket list anyway....do something that scares you.....tell someone you love them...be present in every moment

Evolve

The one thing in life we can count on is change. The sun continues to rise and fall each day and night like breath by moments. With such familiarity you'd think making shifts would be slightly comfortable. Fear gets intense, interesting....annoying. Or is it the unknown that is annoying? The perception of lacking. We really only have control from one moment to the next - everything else doesn't exist - No that's not true either. It forms our thoughts, ideas, dreams, and creation. Hmmmm, control seems to be starting to seep into my manifesto. Or is the fear a dream coming true? Change is all around me right now. EVERYWHERE. Its what I want. It's what I see. It's fucking kicking my ass...........Interesting for me, I've been watching someone close to me lose an incredible amount of weight. So far already it looks like she's shed another person. I get to see her often, so I'm privy to this amazing metamorphosis of mind, body, and spirit. It's so tangible. Possibility transforming right in front of me. What a gift. Sometimes I'll just be going about things, as you do and then I'll find myself knocked over and moved to pause in awe of this unfolding incredible event. Shedding layers, emerging light, moving freely from sleep and darkness............. I've missed me. I don't even know where I was. All I know is I'm back, and I won't go away again. I promise to stay connected.

sigh

man does it feel good to breathe.......... a not nearly as simple as you'd think moment. rush........ flows longer than you'd like sometimes. so busy that I don't even know what my busy is about. .....then what? .....watching the slow and curious process of nature. unwinding unfolding deciding its story of what is and will be. Go

CBC shows us some good biased journalism

I am so sad, disappointed, and well frankly, disgusted with CBC - Marketplace. Erica Johnson is not only extremely biased in this story, but down right rude when talking to anyone who uses or believes in Homeopathy. Despite several attempts made by ND's and Homeopath's to explain the theory behind this traditional medicine, they were either cut off by her or it hit the cutting room floor - it was never explained. If you have any intention of watching the segment, notice how differently she treats Western MD's vs the Homeopathic endorsers. Also interesting how there is no mention of the ill effects Vaccines or other western pharmaceuticals may have. This is reporting? Even more disgusting, they conducted an 'experiment' using self proclaimed skeptics to overdose on a variety of remedies. This completely misses the point, intention, and use of homeopathy. Shame on you CBC!

Idea vs Reality II

Been thinking about this a lot. How often times we can let our expectations take over....the idea. We then tend to stop paying attention what is really going on....whats real. So involved in the stories we create in our head that we lose sight of the present moment. This can occur all to easily when dating. You get caught up in what you want to see, create, and feel. For sure these are important things to consider, but the downfall comes in when we start to ignore what we don't want to see. AND...when we continue to wait for it to get better....

So how do we let go of expectations?
Jon Kabat-Zinn teaches the concepts of 'acceptance' and 'letting go' as part of the pillars of Mindfulness or being in the present moment. Acceptance involves seeing things as they truly are in the present. The alternative is spending much of our energy trying to force something to be different, aka: beating a dead horse, or as a gal I work with calls it, 'feeding the hope bear'. By spending our energy trying to force something to be different actually can create more tension and prevent positive things from occurring. This does not mean abandoning your values and principals, it simply means no longer resisting.

Letting go, is similar to me, but feels more difficult. Often our minds get caught up on a certain thought or idea, even though we KNOW no good can come from it. Or we become attached to what we perceive as a desired outcome. This not only takes you away from what is, but can lead to more dissatisfaction as well as further disappointment.

Well I'm sure ready to let go of my disappointing dating experience. I think I've fattened up the 'hope bear' and am ready to put it on a firm exercise and diet regime.

the idea vs the reality

So often is the case, for me, it has been about blogging. I have had so many adventures - well everyday is an adventure, for sure every weekend.

I am turning ideas into reality. First, by actually blogging.....this year

Happy Chinese New Year.....especially to you Rabbits!